dig in.. and you will dig out..
I have dug in.. enough to somehow both give me a head ache and release me from the one that has been lingering for weeks.
Jennifer loved chocolate cake.. and a ton of icing. She had celiacs disease and ate gluten free.. in a time before most people knew what that was..
I pre-made cupcakes for her and froze them so they were ready for any party. Icing on the other hand could be trickier.. We found a solution though.. We would melt a ton of chocolate chips and pour it on the cupcake and let it harden into a massive chunk of chocolate on the top. And she loved that.. She loved having a giant piece of chocolate to gnaw on and get all over her face..
I don’t know what it looks like where she is.. I don’t even know what she looks like.. But I imagine her just like that..
Wild eyed and covered in chocolate..
In the end all I wanted to do was to absorb her pain.. And I have.
I have dug in.. and I will continue to dig out.. And to remember her ..
happy birthday baby girl
i love you so much
now you and me..
lets get to work
and change this thing.
..until there is a cure..