Category: hospice

morning

So you know that whole no news is good news thing . . . not always true. Her tumor responded well. It actually shrunk. But . . . buts are never good are they? More grew. The blood started pounding in my ears. This feeling..this pressure and sound in my head has only happened twice now. On her birthday when we got the prognosis . . . and yesterday. Its like the my ears are pushing outward . . . trying not to hear what they are hearing . . . and my throat closes . . . clenches up trying not to swallow the information being forced down. I know at least one on her frontal lobe . . and sugaring on her spine. Her dr. a pediatric nero oncologists…said its one of, if not THE most aggressive cases she has seen. fuck I asked if it changed prognosis . .[…]