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guarantees

I almost never went to her room at night. I was too scared to wake her.. and after all I would see her the next morning.  No idea that it was a gift.  A privilege not a guarantee. I do it every night now with my boys. I kiss them and I tuck them in again. And I whisper to them. About the depths of my love for them and what I hope they are dreaming about. I hope that those quiet midnight moments make their way into their hearts and their memories. So they never doubt the depth of my love. There are no guarantees …. The promises you are supposed to be confident in telling your kids have been stripped away. I will see you soon I will never leave you Mommy’s here.. its ok.. We all lost our innocence when Jennifer died. Because I know .. I[…]