I woke up feeling like I was hit by a truck… weighted down and sluggish. Shoulda just stopped there.. but I didn’t..I went for a run. It was a crappy run.Oh and full disclosure since I hope to see so many of you at the 5k in May…I use the term run very loosely.. its […]
Music moves me…music permeated today… this song is the theme song for the first half of today… 2 months come… and gone.. This morning was really hard for me. We drove to Monterey… to be near the ocean and eat breakfast at a little place we really enjoy. Last time we were there was about a […]
2 months ago.. I was holding her. feeling her heartbeat…hard and fast… Tomorrow 2 months ago that beautiful heart finally succumb… stopped beating. The distance between me and her life grows…every time I go to bed another day is added allowing the gap between our time together to grow…but also a day closer to reuniting […]
I’m kicking…as hard as I can… trying to not sink under. . 2 months is looming… pulling me down. . This week has been leading me this direction.. today was a day where I felt like it has taken everything in me to not give in.. to not be swept away.. I had to keep […]
Another Wednesday.. means another week has passed. .. 8 week in total since I held her and felt her. I spoke with somebody tonight about what that time was like.. those last 36 hours with her. Lying in her room with her. I knew she was dying.. knew she would be gone forever. I had […]
Its another one of those nights that my mind is in a jumble. I feel like I miss one night of blogging and my mind starts to race a million miles.. . .. shattered and scattered. I am weighing all our options for how to best make a impact in fight against pediatric cancer.. should […]
I had found out about a fundraiser earlier in the week that was happening tonight. Another family lost their beautiful daughter to the DIPG beast and started a foundation a few years back. good people doing good things <– check them out! They welcomed my mom and I and baby Charlotte to attend. I debated until […]
New day… new goodbye. Its starting to feel like everyday there are new ways I am saying goodbye to her. .. over and over again. Yesterday, friday, I picked Jonathan up from school. Right before I left to get him we got a email to approve her headstone. I like… well I like it enough […]
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