Tag: sea-sea

presents/presence

I woke.. just a few minutes before the birthday girl. Those moments alone were so necessary.  I went to her and wished her a happy birthday… I tried to steel myself for the onslaught of the day. We waited for the boys to wake up then we went together to see what we had decorated for her. She seemed to really like it.  We decided to wait on opening presents until Daddy came home.. and we headed to Monterey. I needed to get out of town.. to be near the water. I needed to make it a good day for them.. The drive allowed me the time to think.. and be in myself. Before we left we baked some gluten free cupcakes. Jonathan asked for gluten free and it felt right to me also. We walked on the beach and let balloons go for her.. messages to sissy… Jonathan’s main[…]