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Today was hard.. at different times for different reasons. This morning I woke with the elephant on my chest… one was missing. Tony and Jonathan got me a gift to symbolize all 4 kids. We ate breakfast together.. Then I felt it coming. .. I asked him to take the boys out while Charlotte napped to get decorations for her birthday. I went to her room… and fell apart. Completely unglued. Talking to her.. praying.. sobbing. Then I washed my face and got ready for them to come home and go for a hike. We walked to the trails right by our house… the ones we had always talked about doing… …later. Today was later… one kid down.  Jonathan and I talked about things.. and I felt so thankful for the 4 people walking with me. We came home and it was nap time for Nicholas. For the first time[…]