Tag: dead kid

nightmare

I am a living breathing nightmare. “I’m sorry you are living this nightmare”  That’s the only words I have for other parents when their children die.. I can even say it when its been years and years .. I am going to venture a guess.. by the hollow I see exposed when they know that I truly know.. think its still so very true. Kids were really tired tonight so they all went to bed early. Gave Tony and I a chance to just watch some mindless tv.. or not.   Modern Family.. a comedy. Little girl wearing the same Belle costume my Jennifer wore on her birthday.. the one I had bought and saved for her.. knowing it would be the perfect birthday present. The day we found out she would die. Then Criminal Minds… a character close to death.. I can’t help but tell him to go.. Tony[…]