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Fathers day morning

Heavenly mothers day worked well for me today.. but heavenly fathers day sticks in my throat.  I haven’t figured out yet what I want to say to my husband.. what settles well. So far looking him in the eyes and just saying happy fathers day seems to convey all the emotions I am feeling. He is my perfect husband. The only partner I could imagine on this ride. He is a the daddy I always wanted for my kids.. in happiness and joy… in grief and loss.. In her life and in her death. .. For this man of mine I am eternally grateful.   ********************* ****************** ****************************** ********************************* **** My last blog was hard and gritty. I know it was scary for others to read. But here is the take away from it all. .. I will never do something to hurt myself. I can’t wait til my time[…]