Everything is so different in our lives now. From the little things to the big things. Obvious changes to one I never would have predicted. Like right now I am sitting in a hotel room all by myself… 8 months pregnant with baby #5, (who happens to be giving me raging heartburn) because I am a working mom. All 3 of these things I would have never imagined. We were done with Charlotte a perfectly complete little family.. completed with book end daughters. I never wanted to travel alone. .. family vacations or romantic getaways with Tony was the biggest and most I ever wanted. And working mom. When Tony and I were dating we talked about our visions for the future. Mine was quite clear to me. A home full of kids with a man I loved and me getting the privilege to take of them all as my[…]