Tag: baggo

a couple of songs

We did end up all going to the family baggo tournament at the same place we had our “goodbye to Jennifer party”. Not a easy decision since at first Jonathan said no.. we followed up with him and he still said no. But once he knew Daddy and Nicholas were going he waffled on it. What a hard thing for Tony, to feel pulled in so many directions.  So we talked .. together and came up with a game plan. Exit strategies and we packed the iPad to have something to really distract them if they needed it. I should mention Tony and our nephew took 2nd place in a nearly 3 hour tournament!! I told you my family is insane (if you are bored here is a video!) We talked off and on the 30 minute drive about memories. From the goodbye party and from baggo in the past.[…]

muscle memory

We saw Santa. It was anti climatic. Which was a good thing actually since so much.. so much has been so big lately. Only Jonathan even sat on his lap. It was easier .. not so vividly missing her since the photographs I took were missing most of my kids. But a friend and I talked. How we both knew.. if she was there they all would have followed her. They always did for things like that. Sissy made them feel safe.  Tony and I had counseling last night. Mostly it centered around raising kids through this loss. Trying to sort out what is best for them. My family is crazy. We take all things competition very seriously. Even Baggo, (I googled it for you). A few years ago a tournament was started. Round Robin. Team names. Costumes. We do it at one of the high schools one my brother[…]