Tomorrow (well technically today) we go back to the cemetery. Tonight I watch videos of her…and I miss her… beyond words… glitter shoot team Jennifer
Darkness…I have swallowed it in. There is a difference between wanting to die and wanting to kill yourself. I never knew that before. …now I know it. Now I live it. or rather am barely surviving it. And I feel lucky that Tony can totally understand it. Because right now the tears are so strong […]
It has been a week since your services. So tonight Charlotte and I went through all the letters..those tangible expressions of love. I waited since it was the final part of that day..that beautifully tragic day. The death of your child. Its splinters and rips at all areas of our lives. Changes so much of […]
Wow. This just sucks. I wrote to her dr just now…saying it gets harder and harder every day…I am waiting for the day it gets even just a tiny bit easier…or even just stays the same. Its so hard on a marriage too. My husband and I are truly best friends. So we are rawest […]
A week. Well almost. I keep looking at the clock over the last 24 hrs remembering…and so selfishly longing for that time again. She was in pain and hurting…I hated that. But she was here…I could hold her and kiss her and feel her. I loved that. Am I forgetting it already? Last night as […]
I took half of a anxiety pill today. Same kind we gave our 6yr old daughter. She hated them. I hated the feeling even from a half of one. I’m so sorry baby girl. So sorry you even had a need for that kind of medication. Trying to write a …well I’m not calling it […]
Let me start of with a very wide spread thank you. The response to my project violet post…it gave me such a boost tonight. So I need to say thank you.For the meals and snacks. For the messages of love and support. For the family coming to help with the kids or just sit. To […]
Project violet was something my sister and mom found early on. Our hope was to get Jennifer into something that this place was working on. They are “one of the good guys” in this battle. Dr Jim Olsen and team created tumor paint . Their facebook page needs only 5,000 likes to get $50,000 to use […]
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