A month and a day ago…this was me…this was us Because a month ago right now..I was holding her. Waiting for her to die. I didn’t blog. I think most people knew when there was no new blog a month ago today…that her time was coming… fast …too fast. Nursing the baby to bed tonight […]
This was us… just A month ago.. yet also a lifetime ago…her lifetime.. Today however was actually ok. First therapy appointment. Went well. We will have separate appointments in the next week. Paperwork… .. . how many children living in your home? I teared up. and got somehow really nervous about what to write. I […]
I am starting to get so exhausted. I can’t fall asleep. When I do its a restless sleep..I think it’s often filled with nightmares. And the kids are waking up a lot at night. Not a good combination. Still this morning I felt a urge to run…so I did. I want to just keep running. […]
I had a ok day today… ..then I got on FB and we turned on the TV. Totally stupid on my part. The reason I stay home all the time is I am comfortable…and in control. Yet I let this outside source impact me tonight. A year ago Jennifer and Tony walked to the […]
**this is a blessing of a blog for me tonight. Through writing tonight I made some huge connections(so please excuse the jumbled thoughts…and thank you for continuing to ride a long with me*** Illusion. Sesame street has a word on the street….well that’s my word on the Kranz boulevard. Its like I cannot absorb […]
This morning I did not want to get out of bed…I felt too heavy to move. I am lucky. Tony got up with the kids and let me lay in bed a bit longer. I think I might have stayed in bed all day..but we had art therepy coming over for our boys. Currently its […]
I was out of the house all day. Lesson learned….it was far too long. I feel like I need to re-set my body and mind. Get settled in again with myself…. We went to the cemetery this morning. We picked her plot…the plot..that one day.. . . hopefully sooner rather than later I will share […]
Tomorrow (well technically today) we go back to the cemetery. Tonight I watch videos of her…and I miss her… beyond words… glitter shoot team Jennifer
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